那次流泪后，我在心里想：
这乌云遮天、似乎看不到一丝希望的时候，不正是修炼大乐观、大坚强的好机会吗？
我为什么不珍惜这修炼的好机会、反而觉的它是苦呢？
我为什么要想这地狱般的折磨什么时候是尽头呢？
我只应该抱住一个信念：坚忍到生命的最后一口气！
从那以后我每天都和自己对话：
“你还在呼吸吗？”
“在。”
“那就继续忍！”
（待续）
(英文对照)
I reflected after the sobbing —
Isn’t this dark-clouds-enshrouding-the-sky, seemingly-not-a-shred-of-hope-could-be-seen moment, precisely a good opportunity of cultivating great optimism and toughness?
Why did I not treasure this good opportunity of cultivation, but took it as suffering?
Why did I need to think about when these hellish tortures would end?
I should just hold on to one faith: Endure toughly until the last breath of my life!
From then on I talked to myself every day:
“Are you still breathing?”
“Yes.”
“Then carry on enduring!”
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